Kim Kardashian is finally opening up about her struggles when she was married to Kanye West. The 42-year-old reality star is slowly allowing the public into her life by sharing what really went down with her and her ex-husband. In the season two finale of Hulu’s The Kardashians, she spoke about how there was a time Kanye (now legally named ‘Ye’) and her contact was zero to none, but even through that she’d reach out to him in regards to their kids. She spoke about how Kanye has a horrible habit of giving away his possessions including his awards, which Kim considers prized possessions.

“Kanye tends to not care about his stuff and gives it all away,” Kim shared. “Now Kanye knows that I’m so protective of his stuff for the kids.” She continued “Even now when he was at the height of not speaking to me and being angry with me, he won a few Grammys and I still reached out, and was like, ‘I know you just won a few Grammys. I gotta add them to the vault.’ And he goes, ‘OK,’ because the kids want them and I want them all together, so I have them all together.”